So, I've been dating a girl. I like to call her "Chesty LaRue," mainly because she has big boobs.
She also has this tattoo, which is for "luck" for "love" and for "family." I don't know what any of these designators means. I've been to her house (several times), I've drawn pictures with her 4-year old niece, I've bought her young sister an i-pad. I don't know why I'm doing what I'm doing. I know I'm being taken advantage of, I know I'm not making smart decisions, yet I keep on. What is it? Is it because she sleeps naked? Is it that she throws her arm against my face when she is distressed?
Like always, I lie to myself. I know this beautiful girl, I know her family, and I've said that I love her. But I don't. I don't love her. But I keep allowing her to come over, to sleep with me, to...do better than me.
